I hung out with Victoria the last two nights. I was really cautious about it, because last time we hung out, we got in a big fight, and I was really upset and disappointed with her. Let me back up and explain that first, before I go on writing about more recent events.
I got a message on Myspace a few months ago from Victoria, I'd never met her before, but she said she was on my friend Ashley's profile and saw I was on her top 8, and thought I looked cool and all. So I added her, and I said we should hang out, cos she just lives across town, so yeah. We hung out a few times, and she's got this bad habit of being late for EVERTHING. But I got past that, it wasn't a really big deal at the time.
Now I'm in no way an expert at dating, but to me it sounded like we were going on a date, ya know? And she acted like she was interested in me, and at first I thought she was just cool as a friend, nothing more, but as we got to talking I realised I really could start to like her, and I did in fact. She would text me telling me I was hot and all that, flirting like crazy, so I assumed she was in to me.
Well, one day she was supposed to come to my house, I cleaned up everything so she could come over, and she kept telling me "Give me 30 more minutes, I've gotta do something" and "I have to take Daisy (her best friend) somewhere, give me another hour." Well, that turned into her having to babysit, at like 2AM, so I yelled at her, telling her I did so much to be able to have her over, and I was just really disappointed in her.
The next day she told me the truth finally: She had been seeing somebody else (Stephanie) and they'd gotten into a huge fight and she had to go over there. I told her since she's not my girlfriend, I have no problem with her seeing other people, the only thing I ask is that if she makes plans with me, don't break them, and don't lie to me. She told me I was too pushy, and I was pressuring her and stuff.
So, thats the background about that.
So, about three days ago, after not hearing from her since before Thanksgiving, she texted me asking if I have plans on my birthday yet (its on the 20th) and I said no, not really, and she said she'd take me out if I wanted. Awesome. And I asked her if she wanted to hang out sometime, to just call me and stuff, I never really do anything.
I didn't expect her to call right away, but she did the next night. She was at the bar down the street, and I walked down and met her, and we just drove around, and caught up and stuff. She appologised so much for the way she acted and treated me last time, and she said she was just confused, and she's since stopped seeing Stephanie, and that she really likes me, and that she wants to not only appologise to me, but also to my mom, and my friends, because their first impression of her was really shitty. I felt that she meant every word of it, and it made me feel really good.
Since she was drunk, I drove her car to my house and parked it and we took my mom's car around, and then at around 4:30 AM, I dropped her off at her car, and I went inside my house to go to sleep. I got a text from her saying something like, "I feel like I'm in grade school or something telling you this, but I really wanted to kiss you just now." And I said that if she came back I'd let her kiss me, and she came back after going to get gas. I went out there, sat in her car and talked a bit more, and then I just kissed her. It was kind of exciting.
So then, last night I texted her asking how she was, and what she was doing later, she said she had to work til around midnight, but she wasn't doing anything, and she asked if I wanted to hang out of a bit. I was really tired, but I wanted to see her again, so she got off work, went to get her car from her sister at the bar, but that didn't work cos her sister had to work in the morning, so I went and got her. When I got there, her two friends, who were so funny, asked if they could get a ride, and it was on the way anyway, so I said yes. The girl was nice, realllly drunk though, and the guy was hilarious, he was Russian, and he kept asking us questions, so funny. When I got to their house, the girl handed me 10 bucks and thanked me about a million times. Score!
So then we went to 7-11 and saw this kid who Victoria works with, he's adorable, and he said there was a party going on (I went to a party with Victoria at the same place last month) and so we went. I was the only sober one there, which is hilarious to watch a bunch of drunk people sing karaoke. Haha. I took videos with this one girls camera. I forgot mine in the car, otherwise I'd post them. While we were sitting on the couch, Victoria held my hand, and I said I wanted to leave, plus, it was like 4:30 AM and I needed to get my mom's car to her by 6 so she could go to work, and I still had to take Victoria home, all the way across town. So we got up and left, and I parked the car somewhere, where we talked some more. I kissed her, then stopped, and told her how I felt. I told her that I was scared that she was just going to disappoint me again, and that I kindof felt like I'm wasting my time, and that I don't want to be fucked over. She said I'm totally not wasting my time, and she really likes me a lot, and there's nothing to worry about. So we kissed some more, and it was awesome, and then I looked at the clock, it was somehow 5:30 then, and so we had to go. I took her home, and then I got to my house with 10 minutes to spare. My mom called me when I was driving, she thought it was funny I stayed out til 6 in the morning.
So thats my last couple of days. Fun, eh?
093 - December 14, 2007 - I went to Morrison Park, and the cemetery with my friend Jeff today. He asked me if I'd take Myspace pictures for him, it was a lot of fun. He's so emo!
094 - December 15, 2007 - I finished reading Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows tonight, for the second time. I have a love/hate relationship with it.
